The Heart of the Matter

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
He said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck, and the
Struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment and beg for something more?
I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out
I had to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down
To the heart of the matter
But everything changes
my will gets weak and my thoughts
Seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore